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Tuesday, May 3, 2011

fail.?

alkisah..ada seorang gadis biasa
xlah lawa mana, xlah pandai mana..
hoping for her own space..
somehing yg buat dia rasa down gila..
in fact, someone just bother u without understand
what ur feeling is..
benci,..??
mmg kadang2 rasa xlh go on dengan semua 2..
xsuka.?
mmg!!i quite feel that thing..
huh!!! 
still dont understand with myself..
blaming someone who dont ever think that they
are wrong.selfish..i thought..
haih..awat ntah susah sgt benda yg aku face kat sana dulu..
sampai nk blaja pn mmg rasa nk marah..
no wonderlah my result is totally worst..
blaming my self or.....?? i do no..
still i realise im not clever enough
but,,
dengan penambahan segala stress dan tekanan jiwa.?
what should i do.?
seem im stupid litlle girl.
and the more stupid thing
hating something until ur own
future
cuma bole masuk mimpi jer.
sometimes, rase this life is so unfair ;(
everything is not ok!..
sem 1 lagi la..it is the worst i thougt!#$@##

im hoping to get my own room and space..
even penakot nk mampus.
but, its nice..wooo..
teringin gila nk dok sorg..
all the way of the room is like
my mind was thinking..:) mesti gojes!!
ape aku dah merepek malam2 ni..

okeh..just nak cakap,
kadang2 fikir benda yang menyakitkan mmg buang masa..
spill it out!!yeah..aja aja!!!

and i realise ALLAH will always by myside..
dah takdir..sesungguhnya semuanya adalah qada dan qadar dari-Nya.
jadilah hambanya yang bersyukur..:)
ALHAMDULILLAH..:)

till then, even
aku jadi apa sekali pon..
xapalah..rezeki aku kat situ..
even, i had fallen in love in PHARMACIST.
but it is not suit with me..by2 ..ur my dream but not im my real ife to be.
sobs2..

end here
p/s : dont study with the force of pressure. u gain nothing but worst.

tenkiu moshi moshi :))

Monday, April 18, 2011

at last..

im happy.
at last i can let my heavyburden to go..
10 month i suffer..
who know.?
only me know.T_T
im not suffering becoz off the full class from monday to friday.
not because of the tutorial that i get everyday.
but my surrounding
sometimes its not suit wit my soul.
i love to live in harmonize..
its very lucky im home!
wuwu...:)
no words can describe how happy im.
theres no motense to pull my head until sometimes i got headache.!
urgh..
its really hurt to remember that such thing.
perhaps i wont have to be tortured anymore next time.

still remember,,,


Every cloud have a silver print :P
im heppy.:)whot..whot..




tenkiu moshi moshi :))

Thursday, February 3, 2011

Andai itu takdirnya

SUMPAH!
that novel like ruin my life.
haha..
boleh2 aku x fokus dalam lec. hall coz 
teringat novel yang aku dah bace quater half tu..
oh shit!
(bile teringat mmg mengarut)

this story..
mmg best giler2..for me..
3 times i read,,
3 times i cried,,
T_T..sobs..:(
bengkak mate aku.
the guys was sweet..kadang2 jer..
sllunye BARAN!
hate it!!
tapi bile sweet..
OMG..
hundred times sweeter than sugar.
hee..hiperbola is it.?
who care..?
i really love that story DAMN much.

andai itu takdirnya
sometimes aku terfikir..
haih..how can someone write story macam ni..
dulu2 kala, kononnye
aku nak jadi penulis..haha
best tgok orng yang pndai buat ayat2
sweet, come, jiwang..
tapi,
sayang pulak..
my chance is not there..
who know..
one day, 
aku jadik penulis separuh mase ke..
SASHAHIRDA
mynickname
:)

berangan like mat jenin is not too bad kan kawan.?



tenkiu moshi moshi :))

movie~

tahu baru cine..
whoa!..mmg sgt amazing.
i had a very GREAT holiday.:)

MOVIE time was exciting.
very exciting. :)

rapunzel
i watched RAPUNZEL first. since i have no time
to watch it in cinema.
rating : 4 star

then continue with,
mean girls 2
i dont know this story well
sama ada bru keluar or dah lama..
but, i still enjoy it!
college life.
WONDERFUL kan,.?

the green hornet
this action story.
hangat kat panggung..
okey jugak..:P
but i just like the hornet car.
awesome!!!

bosan dah layan english movie,
saje tengok 3 idiot yg
mmg bodo giler nih.+-*
3 idiot
idiot but genius!!
can i be like
punsukh wandu.? =D

today, i end with
16 wishes
magical story..
like karut in the real world i guess..
but..
look that.
the hero is wahhhh..
cute. kiki..:)

not forget about malay story..
KHURAFAT!
i dont think its hot like people say.
but..
tengok ajelah..
khurafat

nasiblah tiket wayang aku cume rm8and sekaligus ditaja.hehe..:)so no wonder lah i x rase rugi..







tenkiu moshi moshi :))

Sunday, January 30, 2011

the very HORRIBLE midsem

i just finished my midsem paper. the paper is quite tough.
but the most important..i dont have enough study after every week
i always not in my room..
saturday and sunday..rilex time i guess..
i just playing games..watch korean drama..
sleep!
oh..so great holiday i have in my weekend:)

but when it come one week before exam..
i started to what it said "gelabah kot"
wonder about not much information is in my head that time.
struggle for one week.its really not enough.:(
when it comes to CHEMISTRY..haa..
i think i lost everything..
dissappointed..?very dissappointed wth my self.
chill.!
just pretending to not thinking bout the paper..
result.?
i never aim excellent this time.!
just TAWAKKAL.
perhaps theres a magic.hehe.. :)

tenkiu moshi moshi :))